well i have been looking around online....talking to people....I am need of a laptop or funds to get one my credit is horrible and the cheapest i can find is about 380...i dont know what to do i got approved for the grants to pay for the schoo1ing but.....geez i am having the worst panic attack..cant sleep the xanx gives me nightmares........i pray and pray everytime i try to go good someevil tries to pull me back..im tried of holding on .........If it wasnt for my daughter i wouldnt care
in response to at wits end...All I have to say is we may be depressed but at least we are strong enough to hang in there...times are hard but in the end we will make it and our kids need us!!!!
i understand completly my boys are the pnly thing keeping me aliive at the moment but i find my self falling into the belief that they would be better off without me but then relize that noone would remeber the good side of me and they would forget me so i too keep going for my kids that show we are stronger than we relize. God be with you hun and here hoping that we both defy all odds and rise against our demons. (there wasnt a hug icon so i had to do this one sry)
(there wasnt a hug icon so i had to do this one sry)